Embryos didn't stick

Well, after my first IVF and two fresh embryos implanted. My Beta came back as a BFN.. I was devestated, kinda prepared though cause i was peeing on a stick before hand and they never came back positive.  Still i consider those our first two babies, and in my mind, it kinda sucks cause i'm loosing them this period. Sad, but guess it wasn't God's plan this time around.  Gonna take a break for a lil while with fertility drugs... give my body a rest, unless it wants to kick in and do it naturally.  I'm still paying on the about 15,000 dollars we owe from this time around (and no frozen embryos as back up)... I know some of you ladies have been through lots more than this,, and i know you keep on fighting the good fight,, so ,, i will too.. SAndy

I guess the first line should've read,, 2 fresh embryos transferred.

Oh Sweetie....when you didn't post on the 8th I was worried about you. I was hoping you were so busy telling everyone that you hadn't had time to post here. I am SO sorry. You are and will continue to be in my prayers. I pray that in God's perfect time that you will be blessed with the laughter of babies. Take some time for you right now, I know this really sucks! Don't be ashamed to grieve. Just know that this is just a speed bump, and not a stop sign!!
HUGS!
Tracey

Absolutely devastating. I'm sorry

SO sorry for the news you are and will continue to be in my prayers!!

I'm so sorry, Sandy.  Based on what my fert docs told me about they look for 6-8 cell embryos to transfer, I was pretty surprised to hear that they transferred 2-cell embryos into you.  I actually had (3)  4-cell and (1)  2-cell embryos and those were tossed out.  We only transferred 8-cell embryos. 

Give your body a rest.  It's been through A LOT!  I would also suggest doing a little more research on your own about the IVF process and ask more questions of your docs.  Obviously each fertility clinic has different protocols.

Big picture... you will be a mother!  Don't ever give up faith and hope.  Big hugs and just relax for a bit.

So sorry Sandy...hugs to you.

i wish i knew what to say... but i dont.. im sorry.

Thanks everybody,, i still remember how beautiful they were even if they were only 2 and 3 cells by day 2 (they were my survivors and they thought i was a better "incubater" than the mechanical one.  So we gave them a shot... anyways,, it's really amazing how well every little detail in life has to go to make even one of us a full person,, each one of us is a miracle,,, and i'll try to be strong waiting on my future little miracles :) Thanks for showing ya'lls care :) Sandy

You are very brave Sandy. I am so sorry to hear that it didn't work out :(